First Crush with respect.........

Vaise to ye sab kahne ki baate hoti h ki crush kisi per bhi ho sakta h, iski koi Age nhi hoti h. Lekin maine aisa feel kiya h aur mujhe bhi kisi per crush hua h. Hmmmm that time i was in class 6th, Bahut acha lagta tha, Jab bolti thi ki mai class 6th me hu, becoz jab mai 5th me thi to class ki jo girls thi,vo bahut senior feel karati thi hamesa hum logo ko, so when i was in 6th class,i fell so proud,and one more thing that after 5th, 6th class ke sabhi teacher alag the. And mujhe 6th class ke teachers se padna bahut acha lagta tha.va bhi Maths ke ek Teacher the Sanjay Sir aur mujhe unke teach karne ka way bahut pasand tha, Student ko aise treat karte the jaise unke hi bache ho, Itne pyaar se baat karte the ki really fida thi unke way of teaching per. And now i am in 6th and itni khush thi ki bta nhi sakti, Kyu ki ab mai Sanjay Sir se maths padugi. Aur is baat ki kushi aisi thi jaise meri sari wishes puri ho gai ho.aur meri liye vo time kisi Diwali se kam nhi tha.

Now first day of my 6th class and first period English vahi boring, Mujhe english me enterest hi nhi tha. To bas vo class to aise hi chali gai, And after lunch maths ka period tha and pta nhi kyu meri heart beat itni tej thi jaise pta nhi kya hone vala ho, Sanjay sir ne class me enter kiya aur padana start kiya. Mujhe itna acha lag raha tha na, jaise sir maths nhi koi song suna rahe ho. That time mai third bench per baithati thi. Unke class me acha respone deti thi kyu ki pahle se hi sab read kar ke jati thi. And one day ek question tha jiska reply koi nhi de pa raha tha aur maine uska reply diya. But really aisa kuch nhi tha ki mai ghar se read kar ke aai thi bas aise hi mujhe aa gaya tha vo question kyu ki vo jo question tha na vo book se to tha hi nhi. Fir to sir ki mai Favorited ho gai thi,mai third bench se first bench per aa gai thi. Apne increment se bahut happy thi. Aur mere classmate mere se but jealous ho agye the.Fir kya tha bas pagal pan mera badta hi ja raha tha. Unke liye bahut respect h mere man me ye mujhe nhi pta tha, But ek din 8th class ki kuch girls mujhe search karti hui aai aur boli u r Ayushi to maine bola ha, And vo girls mujhe aise treat kar rahi thi ki pta nhi maine unka aisa kya le liya ho.then baad me pta chala ki sir ne vaha class me mere bare me kuch bola hoga to just girls mujhe dekhana chahti thi ki mai kaun hu jisko Sanjay sir ne itna Praise kiya. And vo aise baat kar rahi thi na like Sanjay sir ko to bilkul bhi respect se nhi bol rahi th .then maine bola dekhiye vo hamare teacher h aur hame unke liye respect se baat karni chaiye tum log unke samne to unki respect karte ho aur unke peeche unke liye kuch bhi bolte ho aur babhut kuch aise hi bola tha.Aur ye sab bol kar mai class me aa gai And after lunch Sanjay sir ka class aur maine aaj unki class me kuch bhi nhi bola aur mujhe nhi laga tha ki sir is baat ko notice kar rahe h. But mera mood bilkul bhi acha nhi tha to maine koi bhi response nhi diya. Then school ke close hone per unhone mujhe bulaya aur bola Ayushi aaj tumne class me kuch bhi respone kyu nhi diya, Maine kuch nhi bola to fir Sir ne bola, You are a nice student and duraro ki baato me khud ko itna involve nhi karna chahiye kyu baad me khud ko hi problem hoti h, Kyu ki ye aisi hi duniya h aur yaha per aise hi log milte h,jo samne kuch aur hamare peeche kuch aur hi hote h,and un time se really unke liye mera respect aur hi badh gaya tha.

One day mai apni frmds ke saath lunch kar rahi thi aur sanjay sir ja rahe the to maine pucha sir ja rahe h to bole ha, Maine kaha class to bole aaj nhi luga mera chehra uther gaya, To vo hamre pass aye aur mere tiffin se one bite liya aur kha kar bole nhi abhi aa raha hu, Kuch kaam h mujhe and mera face dekhane layak tha.And meri frnds ne bola Ayushi tu itni khush kyu ho jati h jab sir tere aas pass hote h to, Maine bola nhi aisa kuch bhi nhi h and meri frnd ka reply tha. Ha tabi to sabhi girls tere liye ye bolti h. Maine bola kya bolti h then she told me you like Sanjay sir na. OMG ye kya tha mujhe samjh nhi aaya ki uske is question ka kya reply kare, But that time i tell true yes but i respect him and always i respect him. Us raat mujhe need nhi aai pta nhi kyu bas aise hi yahi sab sochati rahi aur pta nhi chala kab neend aa gai.

 Next day school me 8th class ki girls ne pta nhi kya kaha sabhi se sabhi mujhe aise dekh rahe the ki jaise maine koi bahut badhi galti kar di ho. And meri class li ja rahi thi ki kya mai Sanjay sir ko like karti hu ya nhi. Mai kuch nhi bol rahi thi kyu ki itni log the aur mera dar ke karan halat buri thi bas ye samjh nhi aa raha tha ki ye sab question mere se kyu puch rahe h. Maine bola yes mai sanjay sir ki respect karti hu and i like him, He is very nice teacher and person also and ye sab bol kar mai classroom se bahar aai. And next class maths ka tha aur meri aakho me aashu the. Aur meri himmat nhi ho rahi thi ki mai sanjay sir ko kaise face karugi kyu ki itna kuch jo mai classroom me jo bol kar aai thi. But fir bhi mujhe ye laga jo bhi tha per vo sach tha, Baki to kuch bhi nhi, Fir maine class ki and ghar ke liye nikal aai and mere kuch frnds mere saath hi the aur unki aakho me bahut se question the but maine jaruri hi nhi samjha ki un question ka reply karu aur apne ghar ke liye nikhal aai. Us din raste me mujhe Sanjay sir mile aur vo mujhe dekh kar has rahe the aur mujhe bole tum pagal ho. Ye kya sab classroom me bol kar aai ho maine bola sir aur bahut joro se ro padi and  vo frist time the ki sir ne mere sar per haath rakha aur bola kya hua, To maine bola jo sach tha vo bol diya bas. Fir kya tha vo mujhe dekh kar itna hase ki bol nhi sakti hu, Aur pta nhi kya soch rahe hoge vo us time.

Very Surprising day for me.......Next day classroom me maths ki class and sir ne mujhe khada kiya aur bola she is a very nice student of my class and i like her and i also respect u Ms.Ayushi. Oooo god really sir ne aisa bola and itni Sharam aa rahi thi ki pucho mt and fir kya tha 8th class ki sari girls mere se aur bhi jayda jealous feel karne lagi...And mai sir ki Favorite student ho gai. Mujhe ab bhi vo pal yaad h job sir ke liye maine  New Year Card liya tha aur fir mujhe pta chala ki unhone school chod diya h....us din bahut roi thi mai pta nhi kyu and even mai unke ghar tak gai thi but fir himmat nhi hui meri aur unke ghar ke pass se vapas aa gai.and that time to mujhe kuch samjh nhi aaya but agr abhi sochati hu...to dil bolta h its My First Crush with respect........

Hey My frnds this is A sweet story just read it and plz give me ur view so after that i'll continue it...so plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz comment on it....

and what u think ...just comment on it........................hahahahhahahaahahahh

Vo Kali Jo Fool Ban Na Saki........

Chali ek Taja Kali,Nami Aakho me Bhari,
Chali badha ke kadam,apni Manjil ki taraf,
Mandiro me,Mazjido me,Gurudhuro me chali,
Nami Aakho me bhari,Chali vo Taja Kali,
Mahfilo me,Matamo me,Mahole me vo chali,
Abhi to Tut gai,Shakh se apni h pta,
Chali vo jodne Bandhan,Dusaro se vo Chali,
Nami Aakho me bhari,Chali vo Taja Kali,
Janti h vo, Anjaam Akhari kya hoga,
Uthaye Sar ko Anjaam se Ladne vo Chali,
Nami Aakho me bhari,Chali vo Taja Kali,
Khayal h use,Safar Bhaut chota h Magar,
Vo Muskarate huye,sabhi ke saath h magar
Nami Aakho me bhari,Chali vo Taja Kali,

to be Conti.......

Yahi to meri life h......

Kabhi-2 khud ko dekh kar bahut taklif hoti h.kyuki jab mai apne job ke liye jati hu to raste me aisa feel hota h ki kyu,aisi life god ji,maine aisi life nhi socha tha fir aap ne mujhe aisi life kyu di.jaha mai khush nhi hu,mujhe sukoon nhi h,shanti nhi h,bas kuch nhi h meri life me....ye sab god ji ko bol kar ladti hu.
Per us din mai aisa kuch sochate huye ja rahi thi ki achanak meri najar ek 65 saal ke dada ji per gai ko ki apne bodhe kandho per flower pots ka der sara bojh utha akr le ja rahe the. meri najar vahi tham gai,pta nhi kyu dil bas vahi ruk sa gaya tha,aur ek aisi feeling aai ki dil ne dimag ko bola ye kya bakwas soch rahe the tum.dekho in dada ji ko jo is umar me bhi vo apne majboot bodhe kandho per flowers pots utha kar le jara he h. inhe dekh kar kya lagta h ki inhe sukoon nhi h,santi nhi h,Ya kya tumhe aisa lag raha h ki vo ye soch rahe h ki unki life me kuch nhi,Nhi vo bilkul bhi aisa kuch bhi nhi soch rahe hoge,kyu ki agr vo aisa kuch bhi soch rahe hote ho vo aaj tumhe is raste me nhi dikhate,To fir tumhare kandhe to unse kai jayda majboot h fir kyu itna dar bhar rahe ho mujh me.tumhe to himmat deni chahiye thi mujhe ki nhi Anita tum kar sakti ho.Aur us raat un dada ji ke baare me bahut socha ki insaan puri life apni aise hi beeta deta h,aur ek din god ji ke pass chala jata,per kyu aisa,mera bahut dil kiya ki khas un dada ji ko aisa kuch na karna padta,kyu ki ye sab karne ki ab unki koi umar nhi h,lekin fir socha,ki mai aisa soch rahi hu,pta nhi us dada ji ke ghar me aisa kya situation hogi jo unhe ye sab karna padta h,aur jane kitne logo ko vo ye karke khushi de rahe hoge.bahut samjhaya apne dil ko fir kahi ja kar shant hua tha,vaise jab ye vakya hua tha to meri frnd Akhansha bhi mere saath thi hamne ye share bhi kiya,ki dekho hum thoda sa kaam kar ke abhi apni is umaar me thak jate h aur bolte h ki yaar ye bhi koi life h,lekin ek baar jara koi unse to puche jo dinbhar kaam karte h aur bolte h yahi to meri life h................ 

Beete lamhe.....

             
              Beete Lamhe....

Vo bhari aakho se bondo ka Sila,

Na hua band Vo Bariso sa Jo khula,

Dekhate ban Sa gaya ek rasta sa khula,

Jis pe jate huye koi  Insaa Na mila,

Vo bhari aa kho se budo ka sila.......

Najaro me jhuriyo Sa jo pada,

Andhere me kuch dikhai Na pada,

Vo bhari aa kho se bondo ka sila....... 

Jo aakhe band karne Ko mai laga,

Vo musam fir me mujhe hasane Ko laga.

Vo bhari aa kho se bondo ka sila....... 

Vo bhari aa kho se bondo ka sila....... 

Vo tham kar haath mera chalne Jo laga,

Ye yaad hi na raha ki Vo jamana to gaya,

Vo bhari aa kho se bondo ka sila....... 

Na hua band vo bariso sa Jo khula.

Jindagi ki gaharai....

Jindagi ki gahrai ko napane me kya rakha h,
Jo pal h unhe has kar ji lo,vo pal sajone me kya rakha h,
Jindagi ki gahrai ko..........
Dard ki gahrai ko janane me kya rakha h,
Us dard ko jee lo,use kaam karne me kya rakha h,
Jindagi ki gahrai........
Likha h jo kismat me, use samjhne me kya rakha h,
jo mil jaye vo le lo,aur magne me kya rakha h,
Jindagi ki gahrai ..........
Khoubo ki sachhaiko dekhane me kya rakah h,
jo pure ho jaye  vo kar lo aur khoub dekhane me kya rakha h,

Bachpan ke un Sapno me

Kabhi kuch aisa hoga............................
bachpan ki needo me socha hoga,apne ho sapno ko kharida hoga,
un diwaro per kuch likha hoga,jaha kuch hamne socah hoga,....
Kabhi kuch aisa hoga...............
pal jo bitaya humne hoga,un galiyo me ab vo soya hoga,
vo lagdhi vo cycle ki race,un galiyo ka ab vo sapna hoga,
Kabhi kuch aisa hoga...................
luka chupi sa jagda hota,vo bagiya ab yaad karta hoga,
yu hi aage nikalna hoga,ye khud ko samjhana hoga,
Kabhi kuch aisa hoga.....................
Kabhi kuch aisa hoga...........

parichaye

ek adhura sa parichaye jo diya gaya tha mera,nhi tha sach jo bataya gaya tha mera
ek adhura sa naam liye pura karne ki talash me,
jo badha diye h kadam khud ka parichay talas karne me,
ek adhura sa parichaye jo diya gaya tha mera,nhi tha sach jo bataya gaya tha mera
yu to jinadagi ne khud ko pana sikhaya hi nhi
bas jindagi ko sikhane yu nikal pada hu mai
ek adhura sa parichaye jo diya gaya tha mera,nhi tha sach jo bataya gaya tha mera,
jab laga khud ko kabhi socha hi nhi,
jo beete huye palo ko yaad karne mai laga,
ek adhura sa parichaye jo diya gaya tha mera,nhi tha sach jo bataya gaya tha mera,
aaj jab laga mai dekhane is duniya me apno ko,
tujhse(parichaye) bada apna is duniya me mila na koi,
ek adhura sa parichaye jo diya gaya tha mera,nhi tha sach jo bataya gaya tha mera,