Five days in Delhi ...........!!!!!!!??????

After attending My Friend wedding I planned to gone delhi just to meet my friend who lived in delhi..Delhi ja rahi thi to mai bahut khush thi,  kyu ki mai chahati thi delhi jana, Maine kabhi delhi nhi dekha tha.aur ye meri dilli ichcha thi ki mai delhi dekhu,delhi ghumu,vaha ki roads per walk karu,.aisa hi socha tha maine karne ko jab mai train me beithi thi.aur jaipur cross karte hi delhi ki shuruwat ho gai thi....meri side lower ki berth thi 24 no... but mujhe tik se beithnae tak ko nhi mila tha.just because ki tarin me daily  travel karne vale itne trained the ki unhe hum na kah hi nhi paye.aur aise hi dekhate huye jaipur to delhi ka safar cut gaya tha. aur finally i m in delhi station, Meri train old delhi station per ruki thi then maine meri frnd se co ordinate kiya to pta chal ki mujhe yaha se auto karke lakshmi Nagar Metro pahuchna tha. Station se mai bahar aai pta nhi kyu mujhe thoda sa dar laga station me aate hi, kuch alag sa tha.but fir bhi maine apne face se aisa kuch bhi jahir nhi hone diya. fir maine bahut himamt ke saath auto ke pass gai.mai kuch puchati jab tak ek person ne help ke aur mai lakshmi nagar metro pahuch gai,vaha mujhe radh apne frnds ke saath mil gai,sayd kisi ki wedding me ja rahe the.fir mujhe bhi jana pada aur vaha sab tik tha but fir bhi mujhe ek comfort nhi feel ho raha tha. lekin maine is baat ko ignore kiya aur wedding attend ki. then fir apni frnd ke room per aa gai.vaha unhe baat karne ka way,rahne ka way,totaly different tha.fir uski jo rom mate thi,mere dimag se bahar thi.aur mujhe samjh ni aa raha tha ki.why she behaving like that. aur jab vaha ruki to pta chal ki vaha per aise rahna aur baat karna normal h jo ki meri liye acceptable nhi tha.same day hi maine decide kiya ki mujhe nhi rahana h Delhi me.aur maine 12thDec se retrun ka reservation kara liya tha.maine Monday and Tuesday maine kaise bitaya mujhe hi pta h.pta ni kyu dar lag raha tha room se bahar jane me. aur fir mai 12th Dec ko Ahmedabad ke liye aa gai. but really when i came back to ahmedabad, Maine socha nhi tha.jo ek dar mere dil me tha.vo kuch is tarah se bahar aayega ki mujhe Delhi naam ka dar beith jayega.vo ek raat,vo hour jo us ladki ne mahsoon kiya hoga.hum soch bhi nhi sakte h ki usne kitana dard mahsoos kiya hoga.meri ruh kaap jati h jab sochati hu aur dil rota h,kyu ki aakho se aashu ni aa rahe the.dil me laga raha tha.mai 12 th Dec ki night me hi aa rahi thi.auto me akele thi.may be mai bhi ye ladki ho sakti thi.fir dil kahta h.kyu?????? kisi ladki ke saath aisa karna. kyu aisa karna ki hume ladki hone per sharam aaye aur dar lage ki god ne hume ladki kyu banaya h. meri delhi me bitaye vo 5 days,aise the jaise kisi jail me hu.ek dar sa dil me.lekin use explain ni kar pa rahi thi.ab pta chala ki mujhe kis baat ka dar lag raha tha.kyu ki mai bhi ek ladki hu aur ek ladki ka intution tha.ki ye delhi mere liye nhi h........Now I feeling WHY??????????.....kya Galti thi??? that She was a Girl???? :( now Ye five days mujhe aise feel ho rahe the vaise Tufan aane ke Pahle ke pal maine jiye ho...aur tufan is tarah ka hoga,jo puri country ho hila kar rakh dekha....:(  mai bahut paresaan thi ki mai vaha thi abhi five days pahle aur ye sab kaise ho gaya..maine kahi spane me bhi ni socha tha..but ye ho gaya.Vo ek aisa dard le kar gai h id duniya se jiski koi dava ni thi...agr hum un bure logo ko punish bhi kare to, koi mtlab ni h,kyu vo dard jo us wakt us ladki ne feel kiya nhi kaam hoga....us dard ki tees nhi kaam hogi, kuch ni hoga,.....aur viase bhi kuch hua bhi ni, kyu is ghanta ke baad hi kalcutta me same thing hua...but result nothing,..jaldhar ke kisi chotte se village me hua but result nothing....akhir kyu aisa kar rahe h log. agr unh ladkiyo ka body hi chahiyue jo jaye na shadhi kar le,,,, kuch bhi kare but aisa nhi hona chahiye,....vo aisa kyu ni sochte h ki unke kuch hour se sukoon aur joonun ke liye vo kisi ki puri life vo kharb kar dete h....jaha na to vo ji sakti h aur ha mar jarur sakti h is giult ke saath ki vo ek ladki thi......:(:(:(:(:( 

A fear of losing....

Why sometimes we fail to express our feelings, we want those things which are not meant for us,we want them badly but we can't get it and then the time comes when that one goes before our very eyes.Thinking like if we love someone badly and he also but just because of  we meet late we can't be together.and it's hurt more.and we try to spend more and more time with them.because the reason we know.

The Start of story of our life we never know who will come and how will come and our life will change.and we never think that if the time will come and we will separate then what will happen.. but that time don't know what happen to us.all wrong things shows right.but we know that what ever we are doing is not right but just for be with that person we are really to do any mistake in our life.and spend time with him is golden time for us.and with that moments, we can survive in our whole life.some time we want both .but time is not with us.then we just down our dreams in front of time. we fight with god because he had to give us that what we want.but in reality we loose everything.and don't know why all these thing happen.really its hurt more. Some time we think nothing just let it be. and everything will be happen. May be what we are doing its not right but what we do, Because our heart which not ready to understand the situation.and we left all the things on time.but we know that things going wrong then why we do all this.why???  this question always comes in my mind.and really the thing is same that we want that thing always which will not made for us.and some times we hate our life also because of the reason only that our dreams which never gonna comes true.we realize that may be that one would not made for us.but that pain is not acceptable.and life feels like hell. Do we ever think about that someone who want us and we know that but not able to be together. it's more painful to anything. that we know all the things,situation,circumstances reality but why our heart not accept this. Some times I feel to laugh more because the situation make us like puppet and we react and act like the situation is our boss and we are the employee.and just for our promotion we will ready to do anything. like just that time situation has power to take all decision and we are nothing in front of it.we never think that why all this happened just because we want someone in our life madly.O God if all this will going to happen then why you come with this situation and why only i involve in this.:) :):):),.
its ok koi ni ab ho gaya to ho gaya. tabhi to kahte h.jindagi ke safar chalte huye intazzar to bahut kiya,lekin jiska kiya vo hamare nhi hua...:):):P

Boys Friends are Buddies

Really there is a difference between friendship of girls and boys friendship.? But what i feel may be it's true because girls are very element. if they are doing something they are think more, Like that she should be or not. And they think many things,but the result is nothing. Because what they are thinking there is no meaning, and they are always think for future. They are live today but always talking about there future. But boys are like bum. They are just enjoying their life and never think, That will happen in future they just live today.

Boys Friends are Buddies..:))
Ya... Truly I don't know how's Boys hang out with there boys friends. But i know this they are very Latin with their friends and Most Important thing,They never think when they decided to do anything. And really for that only Boys friend always a buddy..:):). Because there are some moments when no one ready to help, Only that one stand for us. Then what ever the situation like,for girl friend and for bunking,for projects,for daddy.what ever they are always with us.:):):):):):):):)
Some times for Girl friend they puncher bike....hey not our bike, My Girl friend bike..hahahaha so that she sit on our bike and we go for not long but little long drive....:P. And some times they took all petrol on our bike and when we are trying start our bike for college but it's not working, Then they tell chal chor na yaar aaj bunk hi sahi...... And the end of the evening they tell us truth that they has took the petrol from our bike. And that time we feel like O GOD please stop all these moments and i wanna be always with all my buddies. And then we think ya of course with my Girlfriend also ..:P:P:P:P:P.
Now The time of more difficult question...??????:P No, For boys it's not more difficult,when ever they are with their friend,and that time his girl friend with her friend...then very difficult question comes is our mind and that is, How i ask our friend's girl friend for her friend....:P...then when we back our room and at the time of dinner,yaar aaj dinner kaisa h, acha nhi lag raha h, bilkul bhi taste hi nhi h,....then our friend reply. ha kyu nhi be ..tera taste to ab change ho gaya h na, food to my GF's friend... Then he replied...Are yaar please please bta na kaisi h vo,apne GF ko bol na ki vo baat kare...Are nhi usase bol ki baat na kare bas ye bataye ki uska koi BF to nhi h, Rest of I will see...and My Greatest friend do this only for me......See what a friend...?????...:):):):):):
And most snafu moment when our college send notice to our home that time they are ready to become our parent for our college and become our Principle for our Mom and Dad......:):):):):). unforgettable moments....:)
The most heart touching moment,What comes in your mind with Girl friend,?????.....................naaaaaaa, when we go one city to another city just for the chill out. and we spend our college fee on it. OMG the time of fee submission, we are begging to other for our friend. And we told that please help my friend his father is not well..:):):)...and when our friend know it, He told..salo koi aur nhi mila marne ko mera baap hi mila tha...per tik h yaar agr yaha ye sab nhi bolte to kal mai mar jata aur tum log mere liye yahi bol rahe hote.....:P:P:P:P:P:..
And the funnest moment....:):):):). What comes in your mind????.Making fool our friends with someone. naaaaaaaaaa.... it is EXAM....:P:P:P:P. We are plan to study. And go our one friend home. And there we are all doing study like.....HM sale, smoke karne tak ke liye kuch nhi rakha h, rahta kaise h tu yaha? chal cigrate de ab....abe liter to dena. nhi h sale,tu kaise pita h. chal macis de. Then we start our study. Now after 5 min, it's so long paragraph yaar. lets some have refreshment. Oeee chal cigrate de, Again we start study after 10 mins gone...one friend told  that friends don't you think, Thoda sa silent jayda h. Chal na lappy open kar aur koi song hi laga de mast sa. Then again we continue our study with cigrate and song we doing study. Then after 20 mins...Friends today we do more than enough, Lets go outside and enjoy our this victory. Now we are out side of room and on the road. One friend cried..........
Oe sale tere PAPA ka phone aa raha h mere phone per.  Oe abe uthna mat,cut kar abhi. Ok,
Then again Oe sale fir se aa raha h uthane de varana mere ghar call kar dege.ok chal utha. But told him that i m revising my course. So talk with him later. And our sweet friend convey same to our father. Then our father asked to our friend that where are you all now. Are uncle bahar hu....Abe sale sach kyu bol raha h papa se..,ops sorry yaar...No No uncle I am just out because i have some work but he is in room and studying. Ok beta then when you come back to home. Uncle in 10 mins i will be in home. But may be he talk with you after.......hmm after 30 mins, Because he is revising his course. And uncle told ok beta.
And after haft an hour when we reached home.and we all shocked because his father is in front of us with friend family....... :P:P:P:P:P:P:P:P HaHaHaHa funny na. How much we lied but Fir bhi fash gaye hum sabhi and We said sorry to all. Then when we enter friend room we laughed so much..:):):):):):):)...Because sabhi pakde gaye,.... naaaaaaa...Because we enjoyed...:):):P.....After all this is theTime that we are all in the EXAM room....hahaha ....Kuch samjh nhi aa raha h sale. We msqed to our friends. And got reply see what.... Cigrate then song then refreshment,kaun bola tha sale karne ko.khas hum thoda study bhi kar lete........P:P:P:P, And try to copy our next student. And now the time of result. Our Hearbeat like train runing...And at last we came to know that we passed..:):):):):):):)HURRYE.....We all are very Happy. Becoz we all Passed. Now It's  party Time with cigrate and drink, And what we talking...sale pass ho gaye aur kya chahiye tere ko,ro kyu raha h.....yaar mere itne jayda marks kaise aa gaye...:(:((:(:(:(:P sale tu na.....pee kar ro ya ro kar pee ab........
Then we all are back to our home town. Then Job,then Target,Then Sale hahahaahaha life look like hell..
But when we are remember all those days. we smiled.......:):):):):):):):),.......:P

A Pure Love with Pure Feeling...:):):):):):):)

A Pure feeling which every one wanna feel...:):):):):):):)

We are Always talking about Pure love which is in every relationship.but when we are in Love then the reaction  is very Pure. In Love we know each other,we understand each other and try to care every word of each other.And really when we loves someone whole world feel very beautiful.like we are in Heaven. And every action of his/her make us mild, Even when  he/she is breathing that also moderate us. It's marvelous that a stranger comes near us and also we don't know how it happens. And we feel a very clear understanding. Either we are with or we are far but an undefined feeling always tells us that someone is always with me. And it's very stunning that before some time we never think that ever we see the whole world but when we are in love everything is changed and now In that person we see our whole world and for him/her we can do any thing without fail. We can't believe on our self that we are really that person who never care for any thing but now we always think that what should we do, how should we do to make that special one happy. And when people say that Love changes the people that time we never trust on them but now we feel that one really changes when we accept that Love. And now we realized that the reason when i am here in this world. we found the reason to be in this world. we got the reason that why i am breathing. why i am laughing. Every reason behind of my actions we got the reason. And we can't believe that we doing that type of jackass. Just for hold you only one time we are ready to wait for her to our whole life. and You know why we ready to wait because we know that this hand made for only me so i will wait for that moment to hold her hand. And for our that believe we waited for her/him our whole life.And the moment when that hand comes itself in our hand. Really that time we can't express our feeling to our self. and we feels that whole world in our hand.we are the king of our world. because my world based on that person who is with me and her hand on my hand and we feels that i am the luckiest person of this world. And we keep that beautiful moment in our soul and always wanna feel that moment. some times we do very stupid actions that we never feel, we will do all this.but we did.and on that moment makes her happy so i will ready to do all this in my whole life.because now her happiness is more important for me rather than other things. Love is beautiful because it is makes two stranger a soul mate......:):):):):):):):):):)

When i am writing this really in my mind is nothing but when i start to write thoughts come itself on my mind. So now i tell that confidently Love is really Beautiful.we just need to try.Love always ready to accept to us.

A Relationship Never Explain......

Sach h na,ki kuch Relation aise hote h jinhe hum explain nhi kar pate h.hum samjhate h,janete h,feel karte h,but use explain karna bahut muskil lagata h. But fir hum un risto ko jeete h aur nibhate h.

Relation that's give un explainable feelings :) :)

:)) Ek Khushi mil rahi h mujhe ye likhane me.Sayad is liye kyu ki mai is Relation ko jee rahi hu.`Aur really us feeling ko,us sukoon ko explain nhi kar sakti hu.Ek Bhai apni sis ko kitna pyaar kar sakta h.use bina bole uske liye lad sakta h,ro sakta h.Uske paresaan hone per use dhat sakta h aur fir uski paresaani ko apne dil se laga kar rakhata h.Ki sayad paresaani apna rasta na badal de.Aur baad me use pta chalta ki uski sis ki apni koi praresaani nhi thi vo to uski hi ki galtiyo ke karan paresaan thi.To uaka dil bhar ata h aur vo jo pure pyaar aata h uske mann me apni sis ke liye.Vo use apne ashuoo se bhi explain karne me fail ho jata h.Sach ye Rishta bhi kitna aajib hota h na.Sis apne bhai ke liye kuch na kuch karne ke liye socha karti h.and bhai use apni rasponsiblity samjhane lagta h...::)
Kitna khubshurt relationship hota h na ye Sis and Bro ka......
And really i am so happy that i 'm a Sis of my two Bro and GOD give me this chance to live this beautiful relation.

Relation that's ever  forever :) :) 

OMG,ye relation bada confusion vala hota h..kitna ladte h hum,Us ke GF/BF ka khayal rakhte h ki vo kaha ja rahi h kisase mil rahi h,and all. Kyu ki hum jannte hote h ki mera frind vo ladki/ladkeko kitna pasand karta h. Aur yaha tak room chor kar bhi jate h balkani me sone ke liye.jab uski GF aati h.Aur agr uske Parents aa rahe h to room saaf karne me ,kadpe saaf karme me,uski help karte h aur yaha tak uske mummy papa ko receive bhi karne jate h,sab kuch karte h hum, Aur fir ladate bhi h ki sale tumne kuch bhi nhi kiya mere liye, But still usi ke saath rahna pasand karte h,Hum use kuch bhi bol le but agr koi kuch bola to ladne ke liye bhi ready ho jate h. Aur fir ye sochate h ki agr use pta chalega ki maine uske laye ladai ki to hum ne jisase ladai ki hoti h use bolte h chal tik h jane de koi ni but next time dhyan rakhio.He/She is my best friend ok..to next time kuch bhi bolne se pahle ye din yaad kar liyo.aur aaj jo kuch bhi hua h kisi ko bataya to aaj se jayda us din padegi,jin din mujhe ye sunane me aye ki tune kisi ko aaj ke din ki baat batai h.aur dhayan rakhiyo.mere best ko to kuch bhi nhi pta hona chahiye....Funny na..mar bhi khao aur kisi se bolo bhi mt..and by mistake us friend ko pta chalta h.To jab vo puchata h to bolate hum ......ha lada... but vo mujhe kuch bhi kaise bol sakta h aur yr tu kyu nhi tha vaha per saath me mil ke haath saaf karte na.aur ye sun kar friend bolata h mai vahi tha.tumne mujhe dekha nhi,:)) hahaahahaha hamesa tere saath but but tere....hmmmmm aga yr.....tere saath to hamesa hu.To friend bolta h nhi re do jagah nhi ho sakta. Kyu ????
To bolta h yr bathroom me aur meri GF ke saath to mujhe akela chor de....??????????????????? hahahahahaha.

Relation that's never explained...:)) :)) :)) :))

Ab pta nhi is relation ko hum kya naam se,sabki najar me to ye Husband and wife ka relation hota h.but situation aane per hum vo sare relation nibhate h jo hum kisi aur ke sath nibha rahe hote h. But jab vahi relation hum apne is relation ke saath nibhate h to hamara ye relation aur bhi strong ho jata h. Ye risha time ke saath change hota h. Starting me ek friend ki tarah hota h, Kyu ki ek ladki apna sab kuch chor kar us ek person ke liye aati h to vaha use ek apna dost chahiye hota h. To vo person vaha hamara ek dost ban kar saath deta h. Then after sometime time vo hame as GF treat karne lagta h, aur hame us person se pyaar ho jata h. Then kuch dino me vo hamara hasband ban jata h aur life time vo hamare liye sab kuch karta h.Aur hum uske liye sab kuch karte h.uski her jarurt ka dhayan rakhate h.aur vo hamre har dard ka khayal rakhata h.  Usase kuch dino ke liye dur jate h to ek BF ki tarah vo hame din me 10 bar call karta h. ye jane ke liye nhi ki kab aa rahe ho,bas hamari voice sunne keliye. Aur hum bhi uske hi ph ka wait kar rahe hote h. Ek dost ki tarah vo kitchen me hamari help karna ka try karta h aur sab kuch gadbad kar deta h aur fir jo muskurahat aati h unke face per...that's Priceless. kitna pyaar relationship hota h. Jaha hum apni life ek chor me aalg-2 relation aalg -2 person ke saath jeete h. but vahi life ke second chor me hum ek hi person ke saath vo sare relation ko jeete h.aur life time vo hamre saath rahte h........:)
Aut bahut kuch to nhi pta mujhe is relationship ke bare me.ha but dil kahta h. Ye ek Pure relation h.:)) :)) :))

Mango People v/s Money People

Life me bahut si aisi stiution ati h jab hame ye nhi pta chalta h ki kya karna chhiye. Hum bas sochate h..ki ab kya hoga.aur bas haath per haath rakh kar beith jate h...khair ye sab to aam baat h...aur pta h aam baat aam logo ke saath hi ho ye jaruri nhi h. Bahut log jo aam nhi hote h unke saath me bhi kuch aisi stiuation aati h ki unhe aapne aam na hone per bahut gussa ata h aur jo aam log hote h, Vo ye sochate h ki khas hamari life bhi un logo jaisi ho.
To bas aise hi mera man hua ki kyu na hum apni life style exchange kar le bas 1 month ke liye.
A Mango People become a Money People....
Now the life is start..and take a which turn no one know.....
And the Start with Daily rutin, A Mango People sleeping in the large Bedroom with his normal life,but now the life is changes and situation also change.then all the things are change.ye pahla hi din tha Mango people ka...lekin fir bhi use neend nhi aai rahi h vo kuch feel kar raha tha but kya use khud nhi pta tha. Lekin kyu nhi aa rahi h vo use pta nhi chal raha tha.aur jindagi us per uski is situation per has rahi thi. Per Mango people ne socha kya h jo hoga subhah dekha jayga.aur vo aram se so gaya,aur vahi dusari taraf Money people sleeping in the small bed and try to be comfort but use neend nhi aa rahi thi. aur vo idhar udhar ho raha tha sone ke liye. aur yahi soch raha tha ki pta kya hoga next day aur yahi sochate huye vo kab so gaya pta hi nhi chala.

Ek nai subhah jo kaisa din layegi kisi ko nhi pta, Mango prople ne apni akhe kholi aur dharti maa ke pair chuye.aur jab akhe khol kar dekha to use yaad aya ki uski purani life to change ho gai h.aur ab vo fresh ho kar breakfast ke table per pahucha, Fir uske samne BF ke liye itna kuch tha ki use samjh nhi aya kyu abhi tak uska BF sirf Gudh or chai with paradha aur sabji  hota tha per yaha to itna kuch h ki use samjh nhi aa raha tha,fir bhi vo BF kiya apne tarike se,thoda sa gudh aur ek paratha, Aaj uska first day tha office me aur use nhi pta tha ki karna kya h. Lekin fir bhi uske face per koi sikan nhi thi office me enter karte hi itni respect mili ki sayad hi uski ab tak life me use mili hogi aur usne apna kaam samjhana start kiya. To use samjh aaya ki is liye Money people itne paresaan rahte lekin usne ek tarika socha ki office ke kaam ko karo lekin ek passion ke saath na ki problem ke saath. fir kya tha office me vo sabhi ke saath apno jaisa behave karta,kisi ko kuch problem hoti to vo understand karta h then decesion deta h.aur uske is tarah se kaam karne ke way ko sabhi logo ne appreciate kiya aur logo ko bhi kaam karne me achja lagene laga, pura din kaam meeting, Meeting karte huye din kaise beet gaya use pta hi nhi chala, Shaam hui sabhi ko office se ghar jane ko bol kar vo Mango people apne ghar apni Family ke pass aa gaya,aur jab vo apni family ke saath hota h to use kuch yaad nhi rahta aur na hi vo yaad karna chata h,kyu vo ye sab kuch sirf apni family ke liye kar raha tha,aur agr vo apni family ko hi time na de to bekaar tha uska ye sab karna..use kuch sona hi nhi pada jo chahoye tha vo use 1 min me milta tha,aur use yaad aya ki kaise vo in sabhi choti-2 chijo ke liye kitna sochata hta but aaj sab kuch badal gaya h,aur Mango people ek respect si hui Money prople ke liye,Ki vo apni family ke liye kitna kuch karte h.kitna paresaan hote h,kitna kuch jelte h.aur fir bhi society me,logo ke samne smile karte rahte h ki vo apni is tarah ki life se bahut khush h.lekin Mango people ye decide nhi kar pa raha tha ki,kis ki life achi h,Mango people ki ya Money peole ki?.Lekin abhi vo kush tha uske pass sab kuch th a,aur god ji ko iske liye thank u bol raha tha.

A Mango People become a Money People..

Aur idhar Money People ki Ek nai shubhah with sweet and simple,vo utha apne bed se aur bas waiting for something...and thodi der me use yaad aaya ki jis ka vo wait kar raha h vo nhi aayega.and aap ko pta h vo wait kis kar raha tha... Apni maid ka...jo use jab vo uthata tha to hath me tea ka cup,news paper,medicine and uski har vo chooti-2 chije jo uski jarurt hoti h sab deti h.lekin fir use yaad aya aaj aisa kuch nhi hone vala h. Sab kuch use hi karna h aur usne accept bhi kiya Fir vo fresh hua bina bed tea ke aur chair per beitha, Jis ko har chij use uske room me uske bed ke pass milti thi aaj vi un sabhi chijo ke liye ek chair per beith ke un chijo ka wait kar raha tha aur thodi hi der me uski wife,bacche uske samane the aur BF ready tha.us wakt uske mann me ye khayal hi nhi aya ki vo kaise BF kar kara h,uske mann me ye khyal aya,ki aaj mai bina kisi tension ke,bina kisi jaldi ke apni family ke saath BF kar raha hu. To use vo Paratha,sabji aur tea vala BF uske harao tarah ke BF se bahut jyada tasty and peaceful lag raha tha. Usne feel kiya ki vo kitne important moments ko miss karta tha.likin aaj jab vo un moments ko jee raha h, Fir vo apni job ke liye nikal hi raha tha ki,ghar ke andar se vawaj aai papa ji mujhe school tak chor dona plz,aur ye voice ye baat use paresaan nhi ki,use bahuta acha laga ki maine kitan kuch miss kiya, For 2nd kadam me fir ye awaj aai ki suniye ji jara andar to ana .to vo andar gaya aur uske wife uaka bag le kar khadi thi aur smile kar rahi thi.aur deri se uske pass unke ears me aa kar bolti h....AATA khatam ho gaya h lete ana,aur shaam me sabji bhi thodi si hi h to vo bhi le ana, baki ke saman ki mai list bana leti hu vo hum saath ja kar le aayege.OMG uske dil ne ye bola..becoz usne kabhi bhi aisa feel hi nhi kiya tha.ye normal si baate h ye pal use itni kismati laga rahi the ki vo bya nhi kar pa raha tha. uske face per ek smile aa gai thi. ek peaceful smile.aur fir vo ghar se bahar aya aur bachi ko school chorne ke liye nikala.to rahte me uski beti bolti h, papaji kal pta h class me kya hua,.Kal maine ek ladki se chagda kiya kyu ki vo mujhe aur meri frnd ko kuch bhi bol rahi thi.and papa ji teacher ko ye pta chal gaya and unhone mujhe 100 rs fine bola h dene ko.ye sun kar uske face per gussa nhi tha.ek amazing si smile thi. usne bola chalo mai mil leta hu tumhare teachaer se.and papa ji ek aur baat maine ek ladko se bhi ladai ki..kyu ki usne mera tiffin kha liya tha to maine uska tiffin bahar fekh diya.to use itni hasi aa ye sab sun kar ki pucho mt.fir vo school gya teacher se mila and fir apne office ko nikhal gaya.vaha per usne pura din kaam kiya aur shaam me uska manager aa kar bolta h ki,suno tum apne liye koi aur job search kar lo.kyu ki ab hume koi new employee mil gaya h.ye sunte hi ..uske hos uth gaye...vo roya to nhi lekin uski akho se kai sawal nikhal pade.lein uski himmat nhi hi puchane ki, kyu ki uske dimag me kuch aur hi gujane laga tha. uski wife ki voice, and uski beti ki voice..vo hasi..vo sari baate uske ears me gunj rahi thi,aur uske muh se bas ek sawal nikla maine aisa kya kiya..?
fir use yaad aya ki aksar vo bhi aise hi kisi ko bhi bina vajah apni company se nikal deta tha.aur ye janane ki bhi kosis nhi karta tha ki vo banda kuan h,kya h,kaisa h,uska ghar kaise chalega ye sab kuch bhi nhi sochata tha..aur ab use uske Money people hone per sharam thi,gilt tha.aur shaam me apne ghar usne sab kuch apni wife se share kiya to uski wife uske pass beithi aur boli koi baat nhi hum new job search karge aur abhi to mai bhi job start karne vali hu..to hum sab kuch dekh lege.aap paresaan mt ho.aur beti can't believe boli papa ji kal me class me ja kar un dono se sorry bol dugi, to mers fine bhi maff ho jayega..uski bachchi ki ye baat sun kar uski aakho se aasuo ki jo ladi nikali use vo rok hi nhi pa raha tha.aur god ji ko thanx bol rha tha.apni is new MANGO PEOPLE LIFE ke liye..................

Vo Pahlu Jinhe Hum Aaksar Najar Andaj Karte H...

Hum aksar God ji ke samne shikayato ka pitara le kar baithate h, Ki aap ne hame ye nhi diya, Aap ne mera ye kaam nhi karya, Aap ne mujhe achi sakal nhi di, Acha ghar nhi diya, Achi job nhi di, Achi family nhi di. Aisi bhut si sikayate le kar jate h hum. Lekin bhul jate h ki ye duniya h. Isme hum jo dege vahi hame bhi vapas milega.

Jab ghar se nikalti hu to bahut khush hoti hu ki mai office ja rahi hu,mujhe dekhai deta h,sunai deta h aur mere haath pair sab tik h, Per jab dekhati hu ki mere samne se ek aisa insaan ja raha h jo dekh nhi skata h, Aur mai uske samne se nikhal jati hu ye sochahte huye ki plz god ji aisa mt karo, Lekin us wakt mujhe khud per bahut gussa ata h ki mai kitni selfish hu god ji ne mujhe sab kuch diya h but still me unse ladti rahti hu ki aap ne mere saath ye nhi kiya, Mere saath vo bura kiya. Lekin us insaan ka kya jo dekh nhi pa raha h vo kaisa feel karta hoga, Jaise uske liye to raat bhi raat h aur din bhi raat h,lekin vo koi sikhayat nhi karta h, Unke face per ek sukoon rahat h aur mujhe samjh nhi ata h ki vo ye sukoon late kaha se h....kyu ki bas isi sukoon ke liey to mai god ji bolti hu. Fir yahi sochate huye mai aage nikal aati hu. Ek aisa aisa insaan jise na sunai de, na dikhai de aur na bol paye us ki life kaisi hoti h,ye soch kar bhi dar lagta.just imagine karo agr hame 2 hour ke liye na kuch sunai de,na dikhai de aur na hi hum bol paye.kaisa lagega hame. Ye soch kar hi rogte kade ho jate h na, To jara sochiye ki un logo ka kya jo is tarah ki life ji raha h. Hmmm ab hamare pass reply ye h ki unhe to is tarah ki life jine ki adat ho gai h.,hamara ma bhi kitna beiman h na. Dusaro ke liye kitni jaldi decision le leta h. Lekin abhi khud per aaye to. Ye aisi life jeene ke bare me sochane me bhi dar lagata h.aur hum god ji ke di hui is life ke liye unse shikayate karte rahte h. Lekin ab dil nhi karta h unse koi bhi shilayat karne ko. Bas god ji Aap hamesa khayal rakhana us sabhi ka jinko aap ki jarurt h.

Hum akar dar jate h jab kisi bhi stiution ko apne upper rakh kar sochate h. Acha kabhi hamne socha h ki jab hum apni is javani ko chod kar Budape per aayege to kya hogi hamari life.Nhi socha h na..ya fir sochate huye bhi dar laga raha h. Sach to yahi h ki sochate huye bhi dar lagat h. Lekin aisa hoga to sahi aur hume vo life bhi jeen padega jisko jeene ke bare me soch kar abhi hume dar lagata h. Aur jab hum bhude ho jayege to hume tik se dikhai nhi dega. Jiske liye hum spectacles use karege.hume sunai nhi dega hume sunai dene vali machine lagani padegi aur hamari life machines aur medicines per chalegi. Acha kabhi ye gaur kiya h ki hum jab bas me traval kar rahe ho aur bahut se log kisi burug ke liye khade ho jate h, To us wakt dil me kaisa feel hota hus insan ke liye, Bahut acha feel hota h na, Lekin kabhi ye kyu nhi socha h ki us insaan ne pahle khade ho kar kyu help ki, maine kyu nhi ki, nhi socha h na. Kyu ki abhi hum ye bhul gaye  h ki ek walk aisa bhi aayega ki hum us burug ki jagah per hoge aur koi hamare liye bhi khada hoga ya na bhi khada ho.kyu ki hum us bujurg ke liye nhi khade huye the. ab man bolega kyu nhi khada hoga koi ..to reply h mere pass,  Kyu ki abhi hum khud us burug ke liye khade hone me sochate h to koi hamre liye kyu khada hoga. Kyu ye duniya h hu ise itna dege vo bhi hame utna hi vapas karegi.

bas aise hi bahut se khayal man me umad kar aate h.jinhe chahti hu, samjhati hu. Lekin fir bhi kar nhi pati hu aur is duniyo ko de nhi pati hu. Aur nhi pta jo kuch bhi diya h vo mujhe vapas milega bhi ya nhi.

People always think that why they want is money, relationship, and material possessions, but what they truly want is happiness. And most important thing like Wealth, Health and Relationship is just the reword of being Happy. Nothing Else.