A Dream "An Immune India" ...

A fruit of the tree gives an identity to the tree. It's my Philosophy. we are the Mango people of the democratic Country. Where, everyone has their own rules and norms and no one wants to follow the rules. And the amazing dream of every INDIAN is a developed INDIA.

I feel that every Indian has a uniqueness, then why don't they use it. Well ! this is my thoughts, when; I start thinking about an Immune and Improved India. Then feels like really we don't have ability to draw an Image, what we dreamed. Yes, We have!!!. Let's Start from this sec...

I have an idea, Why don't we start with our house with our kids, give them good knowledge, environment, teach them how to survive and all the ethics, which you want to follow and expecting that your kids also follow.

Make them understand, that if they will do good then they will get best. Try to give them a fresh and finest thought process. And I believe that our decisions depends upon our thoughts. So, to take right decision you have to a clear thoughts about situations.

Our kids are the future of the India and if future of the India have clear thoughts then I am sure, they will help to create "An Immune India".

Memorizing the moments...

Standing outside of society watching the road full of vehicles, cars and people. All were in hurry! ya because it's a Navratri and whole Gujarat waits for this festival in the whole year. I was watching the girls in Activa with traditional dresses. they were looking beautiful.

Then I remembered the time when 1st time, I asked to mom that I want to go Ahmedabad and reaction was like i said her that I got a boyfriend. then after a long discussion, everyone had ready to allowed me to go Ahmedabad. And my 1st day in Ahmedabad, I was alone in whole hotel and crying like anything, missing my home, room, table and even water also.

All the days gone, and the truth is. I am here in Ahmedabad, fighting with my dreams and expectations.
I will accept this that I learnt lots of things here, I hurt lots of time, I failed a lot of time but again this city tough me to stand and fight.Even, I failed daily but now I never think to leave this fight. I promise to myself and fetch my power to take actions.

Still, I remembered that Most of time I fell down in the way of my success. but I never let down my confidence towards my goal.When I retrace my memory, I found that I was very weak and dumb but today the picture is fully changed. I am standing to the opposite flow of my success and fighting, crying and laughing with the circumstances.

I remembered that time, when I want to solve all those problems and praying to God that please help me, give me a way to solve all the stuff of my way. Literally, that time I left everything on God and said
                                 "DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO"

A Drop of Tear!!!!! .. ??????

A basket full with fruits on road side and an old women trying to sell it. That time her old eyes just watching the faces of people who are coming and going on the road. I think that women will never think about time like that. but the time is the big thing, no one can understand the planning of  it.

The day start with; to sell the fruits and earn the money for evening food. I feel happy that and want to appreciate her that she choose hard way in-spite of easy way like a beggar.There are many person who always choose easy way to find their things but there are very less person who choose hard way to find their things.
On road side people, they never be in light, no one ever notice them. but they are the big part of our life style. because when ever we see them we always thanks to god that they gave us this luxurious life not that hard life.Frankly speaking most of time when I see that person who don't have good food even home also I thanks to god that they gave me this life not that life.
I think most of time; they cry also when they don't have enough money to buy a piece of bread for their family.That time what they feel and did they request to god or they fight with god that why god didn't give them a good life.
I never remember that i ever saw that road side person  sad or their eyes full of tears. Never.!!! then I feel good and want to thanks god that they gave them this much acceptance and peace. I always wish to god that please helps them and give them power to survive.

Gave up ??? ...Just I told you !!

My phone stuck on my left ear and I was waiting for reply .... After 5 min just I heard, ok I will leave but as a friend shall I interrupt??? and I feel to laugh that how could, but it's ok . I know it's all going on just because of my wrong decision. But that time I am not in that situation to take any decision which make you far way from me. But the truth is, I can't wear that pain. And now I am trying to make myself far from you. I know it's not easy for me but I will do. Because I want to my life free and not that much messy and clumsy.
Well I am not that much easy person form myself. and really most of time I fight with myself. To Proof me to myself that I can also take a right decision for me. But the thing is I always get a lot of care , love everything. And I never feel alone whenever if I took any decision. and now I feel fear when I think myself alone.
I will do whatever you want. (But please don't leave me, Please be with me) huh I want to tell all these but why. I am not going to tell you all this. Because I know whenever if I need, you will be there for me.so now you free form my side and I am not going to stop you anymore. I know, I am talking rubbish but it's true and fact, which no one can change.Some time I think that why all this happening. is this any way to back and change all the things. the way we want. But I know it's not possible in any way. So I will compromise with situation. But the word COMPROMISE I don't like this. Because we have one life yaar. And in this we start compromising. Why??? Why don't we lives our life the way we want. And I know The word which I heard in Phone "ok I will "  I don't trust on it. Because rather than this word I trust on those promises that I will never ever left you. Even if you want and I will always stand for you. And I really trust on it.

The Way !!!!! I AM......

Whole market was sputtering and my mind was searching something else and I am not able to find out that what my mind is searching.then i feel that do i like this noise ?? then my heart say nooo... And this no shakes my whole body and feel a shock in my mind that why my mind still not accepting this. I don't know the reason but my heart is accepting this. This noise..... not healthy for my heart. 

I feel to be with you. just want to talk with you. It's not like that I want a easy life. I want a life where I live not run.I know my thoughts are different but they never harmful and not even hurt. But i accept my way always hurt. I just want, the people who are around me and  I am love them. they always be strong with their thoughts and ways. Because I can't see them hopeless and somber. I want all of them be strong.

I feel too laugh when i think. The hell i was thinking... but I never give up. i will try and show my self and make myself satisfied and for me it's very important to self satisfaction. because if i am not happy with my decision then how people will happy. i know the way i think it's different and most of time people don't get my point but after sometime they realized that i was right. And that gives me a satisfaction that my thoughts never be wrong. I am not more talkative but i am talkative for making people understand. I have a bad habit to controlling things. i don't know but I love to control things. And i never want to hurt people but its happen. you always matters for me but i can't told you because i think you will understand my feelings. but the things went wrong and lost you. I really don't want this. I want you back and i will try till my end. I know i never told you this word and that time i never realize the importance of these words.

Now the things going to change i want a life where things not easy but i want things on my way ( is it???)         

Stop !!!!!! Violence against women

Women!!! The word initiates love, care, power, possibilities and many more.. Women need care, love and most importantly, respect.....

Now days, people talk about respecting women but we can hardly see the same in  action. Most of the time, I read newspapers, watch news on TV how women are getting hurt by her family, her husband even her children. That question why this always happen to us, the women, comes to my mind

Everyone wants change, but no one takes the first step. It’s our nature to talk, discuss but never take any action. Many newspapers, magazines, TV channels are talking about violence against women but what about the result???

For those unlucky women who belong to the black night and days. For them, we need to fight and we need to encourage their self-confident and self respect and make them ready to fight for their rights. If they are ready to fight for themselves, many will stand and fight for them.
                     
                        "Kadam Badhane ki Zarurat hai, Bheed to apne aap hi aa jayegi"

End of Expectations... !!!!!!!

It was  just Yesterday, I was with my Friend Akansha near Vastrapur and we were talking about our life, our office, our happiness,pain everything, then I said yaar today I don't want to eat dinner. then see said no. you have to eat something ok. and tell me where you want to go for dinner. I said no .. then she said tell me yaar. I told ok lets go Jussi de Parathe.  She told ok done. And when we were going for restaurant I saw a old man, who selling incense sticks to the people who are sitting in the area of restaurant. then we order Paneer burji and 2 Parartha. Really that time I was not that much hungry yet I spend that much money in Jussi. then Akku told one more paratha ok.... I said no but she ordered for us. after having dinner the bill is Rs 250. and she told yaar now I have Rs50, I said don't worry I have. then we paid and leaved the restaurant. we just cross the restaurant area and that old man came near me and said please buy my incense sticks. and that time I and akku both are think that he was asking for money. but then I saw him and said akku , hey akku he is not asking for money , he is just telling me to buy his incense sticks. then she said ok and we back to that old man and asked for incense sticks. he said Rs20. I said ok give it to me and I buy it and akku paid to that old man. He said to me that I was not asking for money, I told you to buy my incense sticks only. that time I feel really bad and realised that that person not able to stand properly and he is just struggling for his food and managing to himself to stand properly. I saw him that his legs are shivering but still he was stand and watching his ends of expectation for money because except me no one buy this incense sticks. then we leave and reached our home. and I talked with my Mom and dad then friend, and just trying to sleep and suddenly in my mind a picture came that was that old man, and I just thinking, why this happen to him, where are his children's. don't they have any idea about that how their parents surviving. And the condition of that old man is not good, that I know and I regrate that why don't I asked him to food or his home so that next time I will help him with anything. Because when I spend Rs250 for dinner is don't means and actually we had not need to spend that much money for dinner. but we did.. and about that old man, he is just struggling for his dinner. O God please help him. I cried that I always telling to God. please give me this , give me that but what he asked to God????????
I don't know how can I help him but i want to help him, now when ever if i meet him again I will asked him for his home and take responsibility for his food... I wish that he will meet me again..