Vo Pahlu Jinhe Hum Aaksar Najar Andaj Karte H...

Hum aksar God ji ke samne shikayato ka pitara le kar baithate h, Ki aap ne hame ye nhi diya, Aap ne mera ye kaam nhi karya, Aap ne mujhe achi sakal nhi di, Acha ghar nhi diya, Achi job nhi di, Achi family nhi di. Aisi bhut si sikayate le kar jate h hum. Lekin bhul jate h ki ye duniya h. Isme hum jo dege vahi hame bhi vapas milega.

Jab ghar se nikalti hu to bahut khush hoti hu ki mai office ja rahi hu,mujhe dekhai deta h,sunai deta h aur mere haath pair sab tik h, Per jab dekhati hu ki mere samne se ek aisa insaan ja raha h jo dekh nhi skata h, Aur mai uske samne se nikhal jati hu ye sochahte huye ki plz god ji aisa mt karo, Lekin us wakt mujhe khud per bahut gussa ata h ki mai kitni selfish hu god ji ne mujhe sab kuch diya h but still me unse ladti rahti hu ki aap ne mere saath ye nhi kiya, Mere saath vo bura kiya. Lekin us insaan ka kya jo dekh nhi pa raha h vo kaisa feel karta hoga, Jaise uske liye to raat bhi raat h aur din bhi raat h,lekin vo koi sikhayat nhi karta h, Unke face per ek sukoon rahat h aur mujhe samjh nhi ata h ki vo ye sukoon late kaha se h....kyu ki bas isi sukoon ke liey to mai god ji bolti hu. Fir yahi sochate huye mai aage nikal aati hu. Ek aisa aisa insaan jise na sunai de, na dikhai de aur na bol paye us ki life kaisi hoti h,ye soch kar bhi dar lagta.just imagine karo agr hame 2 hour ke liye na kuch sunai de,na dikhai de aur na hi hum bol paye.kaisa lagega hame. Ye soch kar hi rogte kade ho jate h na, To jara sochiye ki un logo ka kya jo is tarah ki life ji raha h. Hmmm ab hamare pass reply ye h ki unhe to is tarah ki life jine ki adat ho gai h.,hamara ma bhi kitna beiman h na. Dusaro ke liye kitni jaldi decision le leta h. Lekin abhi khud per aaye to. Ye aisi life jeene ke bare me sochane me bhi dar lagata h.aur hum god ji ke di hui is life ke liye unse shikayate karte rahte h. Lekin ab dil nhi karta h unse koi bhi shilayat karne ko. Bas god ji Aap hamesa khayal rakhana us sabhi ka jinko aap ki jarurt h.

Hum akar dar jate h jab kisi bhi stiution ko apne upper rakh kar sochate h. Acha kabhi hamne socha h ki jab hum apni is javani ko chod kar Budape per aayege to kya hogi hamari life.Nhi socha h na..ya fir sochate huye bhi dar laga raha h. Sach to yahi h ki sochate huye bhi dar lagat h. Lekin aisa hoga to sahi aur hume vo life bhi jeen padega jisko jeene ke bare me soch kar abhi hume dar lagata h. Aur jab hum bhude ho jayege to hume tik se dikhai nhi dega. Jiske liye hum spectacles use karege.hume sunai nhi dega hume sunai dene vali machine lagani padegi aur hamari life machines aur medicines per chalegi. Acha kabhi ye gaur kiya h ki hum jab bas me traval kar rahe ho aur bahut se log kisi burug ke liye khade ho jate h, To us wakt dil me kaisa feel hota hus insan ke liye, Bahut acha feel hota h na, Lekin kabhi ye kyu nhi socha h ki us insaan ne pahle khade ho kar kyu help ki, maine kyu nhi ki, nhi socha h na. Kyu ki abhi hum ye bhul gaye  h ki ek walk aisa bhi aayega ki hum us burug ki jagah per hoge aur koi hamare liye bhi khada hoga ya na bhi khada ho.kyu ki hum us bujurg ke liye nhi khade huye the. ab man bolega kyu nhi khada hoga koi ..to reply h mere pass,  Kyu ki abhi hum khud us burug ke liye khade hone me sochate h to koi hamre liye kyu khada hoga. Kyu ye duniya h hu ise itna dege vo bhi hame utna hi vapas karegi.

bas aise hi bahut se khayal man me umad kar aate h.jinhe chahti hu, samjhati hu. Lekin fir bhi kar nhi pati hu aur is duniyo ko de nhi pati hu. Aur nhi pta jo kuch bhi diya h vo mujhe vapas milega bhi ya nhi.

People always think that why they want is money, relationship, and material possessions, but what they truly want is happiness. And most important thing like Wealth, Health and Relationship is just the reword of being Happy. Nothing Else.

First Crush with respect.........

Vaise to ye sab kahne ki baate hoti h ki crush kisi per bhi ho sakta h, iski koi Age nhi hoti h. Lekin maine aisa feel kiya h aur mujhe bhi kisi per crush hua h. Hmmmm that time i was in class 6th, Bahut acha lagta tha, Jab bolti thi ki mai class 6th me hu, becoz jab mai 5th me thi to class ki jo girls thi,vo bahut senior feel karati thi hamesa hum logo ko, so when i was in 6th class,i fell so proud,and one more thing that after 5th, 6th class ke sabhi teacher alag the. And mujhe 6th class ke teachers se padna bahut acha lagta tha.va bhi Maths ke ek Teacher the Sanjay Sir aur mujhe unke teach karne ka way bahut pasand tha, Student ko aise treat karte the jaise unke hi bache ho, Itne pyaar se baat karte the ki really fida thi unke way of teaching per. And now i am in 6th and itni khush thi ki bta nhi sakti, Kyu ki ab mai Sanjay Sir se maths padugi. Aur is baat ki kushi aisi thi jaise meri sari wishes puri ho gai ho.aur meri liye vo time kisi Diwali se kam nhi tha.

Now first day of my 6th class and first period English vahi boring, Mujhe english me enterest hi nhi tha. To bas vo class to aise hi chali gai, And after lunch maths ka period tha and pta nhi kyu meri heart beat itni tej thi jaise pta nhi kya hone vala ho, Sanjay sir ne class me enter kiya aur padana start kiya. Mujhe itna acha lag raha tha na, jaise sir maths nhi koi song suna rahe ho. That time mai third bench per baithati thi. Unke class me acha respone deti thi kyu ki pahle se hi sab read kar ke jati thi. And one day ek question tha jiska reply koi nhi de pa raha tha aur maine uska reply diya. But really aisa kuch nhi tha ki mai ghar se read kar ke aai thi bas aise hi mujhe aa gaya tha vo question kyu ki vo jo question tha na vo book se to tha hi nhi. Fir to sir ki mai Favorited ho gai thi,mai third bench se first bench per aa gai thi. Apne increment se bahut happy thi. Aur mere classmate mere se but jealous ho agye the.Fir kya tha bas pagal pan mera badta hi ja raha tha. Unke liye bahut respect h mere man me ye mujhe nhi pta tha, But ek din 8th class ki kuch girls mujhe search karti hui aai aur boli u r Ayushi to maine bola ha, And vo girls mujhe aise treat kar rahi thi ki pta nhi maine unka aisa kya le liya ho.then baad me pta chala ki sir ne vaha class me mere bare me kuch bola hoga to just girls mujhe dekhana chahti thi ki mai kaun hu jisko Sanjay sir ne itna Praise kiya. And vo aise baat kar rahi thi na like Sanjay sir ko to bilkul bhi respect se nhi bol rahi th .then maine bola dekhiye vo hamare teacher h aur hame unke liye respect se baat karni chaiye tum log unke samne to unki respect karte ho aur unke peeche unke liye kuch bhi bolte ho aur babhut kuch aise hi bola tha.Aur ye sab bol kar mai class me aa gai And after lunch Sanjay sir ka class aur maine aaj unki class me kuch bhi nhi bola aur mujhe nhi laga tha ki sir is baat ko notice kar rahe h. But mera mood bilkul bhi acha nhi tha to maine koi bhi response nhi diya. Then school ke close hone per unhone mujhe bulaya aur bola Ayushi aaj tumne class me kuch bhi respone kyu nhi diya, Maine kuch nhi bola to fir Sir ne bola, You are a nice student and duraro ki baato me khud ko itna involve nhi karna chahiye kyu baad me khud ko hi problem hoti h, Kyu ki ye aisi hi duniya h aur yaha per aise hi log milte h,jo samne kuch aur hamare peeche kuch aur hi hote h,and un time se really unke liye mera respect aur hi badh gaya tha.

One day mai apni frmds ke saath lunch kar rahi thi aur sanjay sir ja rahe the to maine pucha sir ja rahe h to bole ha, Maine kaha class to bole aaj nhi luga mera chehra uther gaya, To vo hamre pass aye aur mere tiffin se one bite liya aur kha kar bole nhi abhi aa raha hu, Kuch kaam h mujhe and mera face dekhane layak tha.And meri frnds ne bola Ayushi tu itni khush kyu ho jati h jab sir tere aas pass hote h to, Maine bola nhi aisa kuch bhi nhi h and meri frnd ka reply tha. Ha tabi to sabhi girls tere liye ye bolti h. Maine bola kya bolti h then she told me you like Sanjay sir na. OMG ye kya tha mujhe samjh nhi aaya ki uske is question ka kya reply kare, But that time i tell true yes but i respect him and always i respect him. Us raat mujhe need nhi aai pta nhi kyu bas aise hi yahi sab sochati rahi aur pta nhi chala kab neend aa gai.

 Next day school me 8th class ki girls ne pta nhi kya kaha sabhi se sabhi mujhe aise dekh rahe the ki jaise maine koi bahut badhi galti kar di ho. And meri class li ja rahi thi ki kya mai Sanjay sir ko like karti hu ya nhi. Mai kuch nhi bol rahi thi kyu ki itni log the aur mera dar ke karan halat buri thi bas ye samjh nhi aa raha tha ki ye sab question mere se kyu puch rahe h. Maine bola yes mai sanjay sir ki respect karti hu and i like him, He is very nice teacher and person also and ye sab bol kar mai classroom se bahar aai. And next class maths ka tha aur meri aakho me aashu the. Aur meri himmat nhi ho rahi thi ki mai sanjay sir ko kaise face karugi kyu ki itna kuch jo mai classroom me jo bol kar aai thi. But fir bhi mujhe ye laga jo bhi tha per vo sach tha, Baki to kuch bhi nhi, Fir maine class ki and ghar ke liye nikal aai and mere kuch frnds mere saath hi the aur unki aakho me bahut se question the but maine jaruri hi nhi samjha ki un question ka reply karu aur apne ghar ke liye nikhal aai. Us din raste me mujhe Sanjay sir mile aur vo mujhe dekh kar has rahe the aur mujhe bole tum pagal ho. Ye kya sab classroom me bol kar aai ho maine bola sir aur bahut joro se ro padi and  vo frist time the ki sir ne mere sar per haath rakha aur bola kya hua, To maine bola jo sach tha vo bol diya bas. Fir kya tha vo mujhe dekh kar itna hase ki bol nhi sakti hu, Aur pta nhi kya soch rahe hoge vo us time.

Very Surprising day for me.......Next day classroom me maths ki class and sir ne mujhe khada kiya aur bola she is a very nice student of my class and i like her and i also respect u Ms.Ayushi. Oooo god really sir ne aisa bola and itni Sharam aa rahi thi ki pucho mt and fir kya tha 8th class ki sari girls mere se aur bhi jayda jealous feel karne lagi...And mai sir ki Favorite student ho gai. Mujhe ab bhi vo pal yaad h job sir ke liye maine  New Year Card liya tha aur fir mujhe pta chala ki unhone school chod diya h....us din bahut roi thi mai pta nhi kyu and even mai unke ghar tak gai thi but fir himmat nhi hui meri aur unke ghar ke pass se vapas aa gai.and that time to mujhe kuch samjh nhi aaya but agr abhi sochati hu...to dil bolta h its My First Crush with respect........

Hey My frnds this is A sweet story just read it and plz give me ur view so after that i'll continue it...so plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz comment on it....

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Vo Kali Jo Fool Ban Na Saki........

Chali ek Taja Kali,Nami Aakho me Bhari,
Chali badha ke kadam,apni Manjil ki taraf,
Mandiro me,Mazjido me,Gurudhuro me chali,
Nami Aakho me bhari,Chali vo Taja Kali,
Mahfilo me,Matamo me,Mahole me vo chali,
Abhi to Tut gai,Shakh se apni h pta,
Chali vo jodne Bandhan,Dusaro se vo Chali,
Nami Aakho me bhari,Chali vo Taja Kali,
Janti h vo, Anjaam Akhari kya hoga,
Uthaye Sar ko Anjaam se Ladne vo Chali,
Nami Aakho me bhari,Chali vo Taja Kali,
Khayal h use,Safar Bhaut chota h Magar,
Vo Muskarate huye,sabhi ke saath h magar
Nami Aakho me bhari,Chali vo Taja Kali,

to be Conti.......

Yahi to meri life h......

Kabhi-2 khud ko dekh kar bahut taklif hoti h.kyuki jab mai apne job ke liye jati hu to raste me aisa feel hota h ki kyu,aisi life god ji,maine aisi life nhi socha tha fir aap ne mujhe aisi life kyu di.jaha mai khush nhi hu,mujhe sukoon nhi h,shanti nhi h,bas kuch nhi h meri life me....ye sab god ji ko bol kar ladti hu.
Per us din mai aisa kuch sochate huye ja rahi thi ki achanak meri najar ek 65 saal ke dada ji per gai ko ki apne bodhe kandho per flower pots ka der sara bojh utha akr le ja rahe the. meri najar vahi tham gai,pta nhi kyu dil bas vahi ruk sa gaya tha,aur ek aisi feeling aai ki dil ne dimag ko bola ye kya bakwas soch rahe the tum.dekho in dada ji ko jo is umar me bhi vo apne majboot bodhe kandho per flowers pots utha kar le jara he h. inhe dekh kar kya lagta h ki inhe sukoon nhi h,santi nhi h,Ya kya tumhe aisa lag raha h ki vo ye soch rahe h ki unki life me kuch nhi,Nhi vo bilkul bhi aisa kuch bhi nhi soch rahe hoge,kyu ki agr vo aisa kuch bhi soch rahe hote ho vo aaj tumhe is raste me nhi dikhate,To fir tumhare kandhe to unse kai jayda majboot h fir kyu itna dar bhar rahe ho mujh me.tumhe to himmat deni chahiye thi mujhe ki nhi Anita tum kar sakti ho.Aur us raat un dada ji ke baare me bahut socha ki insaan puri life apni aise hi beeta deta h,aur ek din god ji ke pass chala jata,per kyu aisa,mera bahut dil kiya ki khas un dada ji ko aisa kuch na karna padta,kyu ki ye sab karne ki ab unki koi umar nhi h,lekin fir socha,ki mai aisa soch rahi hu,pta nhi us dada ji ke ghar me aisa kya situation hogi jo unhe ye sab karna padta h,aur jane kitne logo ko vo ye karke khushi de rahe hoge.bahut samjhaya apne dil ko fir kahi ja kar shant hua tha,vaise jab ye vakya hua tha to meri frnd Akhansha bhi mere saath thi hamne ye share bhi kiya,ki dekho hum thoda sa kaam kar ke abhi apni is umaar me thak jate h aur bolte h ki yaar ye bhi koi life h,lekin ek baar jara koi unse to puche jo dinbhar kaam karte h aur bolte h yahi to meri life h................