By Default!....

Ya, Really, It’s happen By default because most of  girls were not that type of girl who talk with people very easily,  it take time to comfort with others. But really i don’t know how i got that one who is a gift for me. Still i remember when I cried in front of, And without lose a single sec he hold me. From till, he cares me like i am his responsibility. Really i am very thankful to Babaji that i met with him. Because i am not that much good person and really i never care like that. And i always get care, love everything from him. Most of time i forget, but He never forget to call me, to talk me, From My Morning to night whole day what i did, he want to know. What i ate, to whom i talked, with whom i sit, everything he wants to know. Sometime i don’t feel good that why this much informative. But when one day he doesn't ask me anything, it makes me restless. That what happen with him. i never want to tell that i feel to fear to lose him. But now i said that really i don’t want to lose you. But it’s my foolishness that the thing which is not mine then there is no meaning of fear to lose that thing. But don’t know why still he with me, stand with me, for me only for me any time  And i always did mistakes and he always forgives me with lots of anger. But at the end he accept my sorry. You know I made a record that whatever he told me to not to do. But i always did that. Sometime i think that why he stand with me. Without any reason this much care, love, respect everything giving me unlimited. I never think that much care i will get. But from his side i got unlimited care and love and anger also. Then my eyes full of tears that did i do anything very good so i get him in my life. And i want that he always be happy. Whatever he wants, he gets it soon. Please baba ji always be with him at any situation. if they want help, please be with him. Still i have many things to say but i don’t have word to explain my feelings. He such a nice person, still I remember some moments which make me happy and i smile. Those moments will always with me, maybe we are not made for each other but we are made to make happy to each other at any cost. Really it’s amazing feeling to having someone who loves us unconditionally. And it’s very bizarre that we found someone who loves us unconditionally. Because most of time happens that if we have someone, he also expecting something from our side but it’s really rare that we had someone who always stands for us without any reason, care us love us always try to make us happy. And if i said yes, he will take it for granted. most of time i forget to do my important work but he always remember .i don’t know what will gonna be happen in future but for one thing i am dam sure that he will never leave me and always be with me. Hmm don’t know why all this gonna be happen but really i just want that he will have to be happy in his whole life.

It's a feeling for that one who always with us with any questions, without any expectation,.. I am dam sure everyone have that one special in her/ his life.just want to thanks to come in our life and realized

 us that we are also Important and Precious...... :)